why?? i always find myself falling for her. i hate when this happens, because for the sake of our friendship. shes my best friend, but i cant help falling for her. and i know that ill be sad when she has a new boyfriend, becuase ill wish it was me. and i know nothing could happen, cause if anyhting does it could jepordize my friendship, and i love where we are. i just wish it could be easier, i wish there could be a way, for me to tell her this, and i wish for a way we could be together. but i know that that'l never happen, we'll always remain "just friends" :/

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since this is my very first post, it should be rather boring. but like some oother sights, i will soon become addicted and start getting more personal. in depth if you will. this entry is ultimatly pointless, but whatev. its not like anyone is gona read this :)

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